Picking up the pieces
These last few weeks seemed like picking up the pieces of my life that are left behind for a few months back when the Doggie came.You may not know the significance of the things i’m doing below, but it’s quite important for me since it means i’m coming back to normal, resuming my normal stuffs, and finding my motivation to do these normal things, unlike when the Doggie comes i hardly find any energy to do anything at all 
Firstly, i tidied up my desk & my stuffs beside my bed. It’s really been piling up until a point when i’m sick of it, then feel satisfied because i’ve done the cleaning up ;D
Secondly, i called up the HSBC credit card to ask about my cc which was always rejected whenever i used it. because my old cc was lost and i blocked it, apparently the block wasn’t removed when i got my new one, so i just need to call up and remove it. As simple as that. blahhh how would i know?? anyway, now i can use my cc again and the first 2 things i used my cc for are to rego for SPUR 09 and Twist Conf :p
Then i wrote up an electronic letter for my “child” whom i had neglected for nearly 6 months! what a bad ‘mum’ i am :p hahahaha. at least this time i wrote electronically, explaining what’s been happening to me and why i couldn’t write a letter to him for a long time, then on i’ll continue handwriting it and plus need to print out some pictures coz i haven’t sent him any pics for a looongg time :p
Then after waiting and pushing and chasing ppl up for a few weeks, finally i managed to rego 32 ppl for Twist Conf!! what a big list! hahaha it’s the combination of a few churches around, mostly Pelita, NRAN, Sydwest, and 1 ppl each from MBF, ABC, CP11 and even IPC :p it could’ve been bigger if we join up with the other FOCUSers – but i’ve said to them earlier to have separate rego, who knows i ended up joining with other churches instead :p I’m really really excited for Twist Conf already!!! =D
Then today finally i moved my small bookshelf up to my bedroom to be sort of a bedside table, coz my old bedside table is too small to contain all the stuffs that i want to put beside my bed. And i lend my bedside table to one of my flatmate coz i don’t need it :p
Then finally, FINALLY and last time, FINALLY i managed to open up and sort out all my letters that has been piling up, coz i had never opened them since, like 6 months ago :p hahahaha if you read carefully, i only did “opening up and sorting out” – and haven’t actually read them. But yah, it’s a good start and actually i’m quite happy with that hahahaha. Will do the reading part in a few days time :p
Yep ok so that’s more like small matters. I’m planning to move on to big things that i’ve been put on hold, e.g.:
1. doing the music audit on our music folders,
2.and probably writing up a procedure/guidelines for Pelita music director – been wanting to do that but hvn’t had time to
3. then sorting out my superannuation account, it’s been all over the place!
4. continue writing up songs & lyrics
5. Budgeting my money and start things again
Hmm i think i should stop there, or else the list keeps growing and it’ll be quite an unachievable list :p like my psyc said, better do things one by one, and make achievable goals